Thursday, November 15, 2012

Who Am I?

People tell me that the guy who likes me for who I am when I am not with them or who I am inside is the one I should spend my life with.
But who am I without him? That is the question. That is what I have been in search of the answer for.
Did I understand this before my recent experiences, before my recent life changes? Maybe, but maybe not.
Do I fully understand that person now? Probably not because I am a person who is evolving, changing and growing.
But who I have discovered I am is pretty awesome! And whether you choose to see these parts of me or not is up to you.
I am adventurous. I am willing to find a path and walk down that way although I am not sure where it will go. I am not fearful of accepting challenges.
I am not judgmental. I may seem that way from time to time but the reality of me is that regardless I will love you for whatever you choose. I believe you are a person of worth and value and your opinions and feelings matter even if those opinions are different than mine.
I am courageous. I will fight for what I feel strongly about, although I will most likely avoid the fight as much as humanly possible. :)
I am a traditionalist. I love tradition. I love sentimental things. And although I say I don't, I do love playing the piano. I avoid it because of my insecurities of not feeling good enough.
Who am I? I am the most dependable, loyal friend you will ever have! But if you prove to me that my loyalty is in vain, I will seek someone else to share my loyalty with while keeping you a treasured part of my life.
Who am I? A worrywart. I will worry, I will be concerned, I will adjust my entire world to be there for you, support you, and help you find joy.